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Marry Your Daughter By Brian McKnight  Sir, I’m a bit nervous About being here today Still not real sure What I’m going to say So bear with me please If I take up Too much of your time See in this box Is a ring for your oldest She’s my everything And all that I know is It would be such a relief If I knew that We were on the same side 'Cause very soon I’m hoping that I Could marry your daughter And make her my wife I want her to be the only girl That I love for the rest of my life And give her the best of me ’Til the day that I die, yeah I’m gonna marry your princess And make her my queen She’ll be the most beautiful bride That I’ve ever seen I can’t wait to smile When she walks down the aisle On the arm of her father On the day that I marry your daughter She’s been here every step Since the day that we met (I’m scared to death to think of What would happen If she ever left) So don’t you ever worry About me ever treating her bad I’ve got most of my vows Done so far (So bring on the better or worse) And ’til death do us part There’s no doubt in my mind It’s time I’m ready to start I swear to you with all of my heart I’m gonna marry your daughter And make her my wife I want her to be the only girl That I love for the rest of my life And give her the best of me ’Til the day that I die, yeah I’m gonna marry your princess And make her my queen She’ll be the most beautiful bride That I’ve ever seen I can’t wait to smile As she walks down the aisle On the arm of her father On the day that I marry your daughter The first time I saw her I swear I knew That I’d say I do I’m gonna marry your daughter And make her my wife I want her to be the only girl That I love for the rest of my life And give her the best of me ’Til the day that I die I’m gonna marry your princess And make her my queen She’ll be the most beautiful bride That I’ve ever seen I can’t wait to smile As she walks down the aisle On the arm of her father On the day that I marry your daughter affiliates ♥ DHSCO. dhsco; dhscodyb; DHS2J. twojayumseng; CCO. chinese city orchestra; LFI. long fa international; MIF. most interesting facts; Random. stories; Redsports. redsports; TJ1A'06. oneAohSIX; TJ2A'06. twoaohsix; TJAVC. tjavc; TJWOW3d. wow3d; Yicha. yicha music; ******* A. agroupofprincesses; amanda; angeline; angmian; aurial; B. bock&cat; C. catherine; chunsiang; claudia; coco; D. deborah; denise; dpheew; E. elaine; F.  ;
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Tuesday, November 15, 2011 @ 1:31:00 PM
669th ♥ Am in no mood to study again.
I think that's pretty much all that I'm capable of saying nowadays. But the thing is, I'm in no mood for anything. Not even to play, or to sleep, or to go out, or to just do nothing.
Are humans that indecisive, ironic, fickle-minded?  I'm starting to feel tired of it all. But some things can't be let go; it should be fought for. Right? Maybe, maybe it is disappointment. Being childish is good. In that way, people will always be looking out for you instead of the other way round. You can throw tantrums for no reason at all and nobody will scold you because they know you're childish. You can make mistakes and do the wrong things on purpose without feeling guilty and thinking about the repercussions. You can just act and do anything you want without have to always always think about what would happen. Or you could just act like you don't know anything and wait for others to tell you what to do, explain to you what is wrong, and that people actually pay attention to you. Being childish, you won't have to delve into matters deep, you won't have to think so hard and so much, you won't have to suffer every night before you sleep thinking about the day and what you have done and reflect over them; you just sleep, you won't have to cry yourself to sleep. Contradiction&frustration.  |